Since you been gone..
Ive felt down and been lonely..
Ive tried to be strong..
Ive thought of you every day..
Ive wondered what I did..
To make you leave this way..
Ive tried to understand the reasons..
Why did you leave me??
How much time has past days.. Weeks.. Seasons
You were my best friend..
I told you so many of my secrets..
Just to hear you gossip and realize it was all pretend..
But your every secrets word..
Remains forever locked in my heart..
Never to be repeated.. Never to be heard..
It hurts me..
To realize Ill never have that friendship again..
And it hurts me to wake up and see..
That you have changed to the person you refused to be..
And all this time I set and dwell..
But I know now that it wasnt me..
Who did wrong..
And I love you too much to say it..
But I know that, thats just you pretending to be strong..
I have so much more to say..
But I know..
There is no way..
But I really just dont understand..
