Understand

I'm so tired of feeling so alone
Stranded and left behind to fend for myself
What exactly is it that you want from me?
Someone help me please I can't do this by my self
Someone help us all find the strength to carry on
It's hard to push forward when no ones holding you up
I'd catch you if you fell but would you do the same?
I've always been there a shadow among it all
Your the light amongst my world of darkness
The very reason why I have made it this far
Would there ever be a way for you to know?
I don't want to feel this anymore, but yet I do
I fear the very thing I'm longing for
Somehow I must find the way
A way to force these words from my heart
Do you understand yet what I'm saying?