I promised to be strong
but I do not know for how long.
I'm fading away like a
childhood day of games.
You left me all alone,
standing cold in the rain.
I wish you could come here,
telling me that I will be ok.
I want you by my side
at least then I don't have to hide.
You died and now I have to lie
by telling everone "Oh, I'm fine."
I love you now and I will until
I lay down and die so I can join
you once again so I don't have to cry.
