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by Schaeffer May 11, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I am surrounded by people,But more alone than everI'm smiling and pretending I'm fineWhen all I want to do is cryPeople are blind to my pain,because it's easier than caring.people think they know meBut they don't know me at allThey don't see past the wall I've builtlike true friends should.I'm all aloneslowly drowning,sinking into eternal darknessTime has no effect anymore,the cuts are too deepI may be alive but I no longer belong to this worldpeople just stand and watch me drown,In every tear I've shed.I'm fading from existence,just a mere shadow of lifeI'm an echo of a distant laugherI'm living with no soulI'm alive but with no purposemy grave is dug,my end is nearSo all I need to do,Is say goodbye,and explain why,now they are done,It's time to die