To tell you I miss you
Would be a lie
And I am sorry I can't be with you
But the time is just not right
As I sit and think of how it could be
I wonder if you're thinking of me
And I know that i hate you but love you the same
I can't help but feel that this is just a game
A game that is played with cheating a no rules
To have fun with it, would just be too cruel
So as I sit and learn this game
I just wish you could say my name
This is like a book with only one page
You want to know what happens next
But there are no pages that remain
We are all like actors up on a stage
Wondering what happens next
wanting something to be said
But not able to make a change
Yeah you say you know how i feel
But that is not the case
as I wonder what is real
I only see a race
A race of the emotions
Which one will win
Will it be happiness
Or will pain win again
These are the feelings that go through my soul
And I am sorry to say
That I cannot let this go
You lied, you cheated, you said it's all okay
But i disagree
And i cannot even say
What is going on with me
I know my heart is breaking
And i know that this is real
But i keep expecting
To wake up and a cure, hoping to heal
