Love hurts...

Loving you by far is the
greatest mistake i have done.
for you are nothing but a playful stout.

lies upon lies you lead me to believe
upon my cursed heart, I was only but a toy of your time.

cursed be thee for not seeing thy sin
and thy sin is loving you
whom
I shall upon no circumstance bore trust.
I shed many tears in your absence
and melted upon this cruel earth as white flaky snow doth in winter
I burned and melted liketh a candle
to give thou a reason to smile.
but unfaithful thee forgot thee as though never existed.
tonight I waited to hear thou kindest voice telling thee worry no more
for the angle of thy darkest night is there to protect thee
to listen to thee as I would to thou with thy heart.
thus time and experience
proved thee once again wrong.
I am now all alone and lost
mist this endless night
tear, ideal tears of sorrow slide down so I am
amongest this dreary wretched life.

The change thou made in thy boring life
taught thee the cruelty of love
and the unfaithfulness of friendship.

I can not sleep or rest
but to execute this burden upon my heart on this faithful and lifeless paper
where it bores thee comfort and understanding.
so to you my fair companion I burden this burden of my heart.
Let me tell thee of life and love
for life had taught thee many hardship
the one that I love is o longer present.
and his absence has brought on thee darkness
I know he loves thee faithfully as I do him
yet he is not here to hold thee in his bosom or shower the with kisses to fell his presence.
he left and denied thee of life
where I would bow thy eyes to his love
and to his touch I worship
I pray to thee tonight
to bring thee some comfort.