I want..

I don't want to die..

I want to walk down a park with flowers flying everywhere
I want to fight with my mum and be unfair
I want to love a man with all my heart
I want to have a baby and call a boy Bart
I want to go to my children's weddings
I want to have to wash underwear and beddings
I want to cry and swim at the beach
I want to go to University and learn how to teach
I want to be pregnant and watch my belly grow
I want to go to a movie thats on show
I want to hear all the new music coming out
I want to fly overseas, look about
I want to get in trouble and joke with my mates
I want to get one of those kissing gates!
I want to lie beneath the stars
I want to look threw a telescope and see the wonder of mars...

But what i want doesn't matter anymore...
I'm dying...but if i had a second chance i would ask for all that and much much more...

* this sucks...lol yeah w/e i just had a friend that died and before she died she was talking to me at night about all the things she wanted...I wrote this to try and get that night out of my mind *