A daRk rooM

He doesn't know how bad it hurts
to think about what happened
my hands shaking
my thoughts racing
my mouth so dry
i wanted to scream
but he wouldn't let me
his hand over my mouth
his body on mine, pushing me down
and then his hand going south
with my eyes, i pleaded with him to stop
and all he did was smile his smile
that had at one time made me smile
now all it did was bring fresh tears to my eyes
one last scream inside my head
as my eyes rolled back,
it seemed to last forever
as he finished up his evil deed
he put a damp rag to my mouth
i breathed in deeply
already knowing what it would do
to escape from my pain i breathed it in...
the already dark room slowly beame darker
i could no longer see his dark figure
but i heard him leave
locking the door behind him

my last thought as i fell into a deep sleep was....
maybe it'll stop hurting by the third time.

***i was just having a bad day....and i decided to try and let my pain come out thru a dark poem so here it is...