I should think before I speak
I guess he knew what was best for me
whenever he said "you can't be happy..."
you can never be satisfied
why can't I see through all your lies?
you always say these things are untrue
and baby, I'll always love only you.
you put on a false face when I'm by your side
but when I'm not there you have no reason to hide
you let me know how you really feel
but nothing you say is ever all real
your heart isn't with me
like mine is with you
I'm left torn and heartless
while you are with two
I wish I could look on the inside
and see what you hide
you brake me apart
you like when I cry..
when I try to speak up
and ask you what's real
I try to talk normal
but sound as weak as I feel
but when you say I could be happier
I get scared that you'll leave
is it only because I love you
or I don't want to be alone with me
is my love for the right reasons
sometimes I fear that it's not
I'm scared of the answer
because of how hard we've both faught
when the fight is all over
you change what you mean
you say " I want forever"
but that's not what it seams.
if I'm not all you need
tell me.
if I'm just another girl.
tell me.
if I'm not your heartbeat
if I'm not your favorite
tell me, just tell me.
