Tell me if it’s worth it,
Doing this everyday?
Will it get any easier,
Is there another way?
Do I have to keep yelling,
To make them here what I say?
Do I have to keep hiding these tears,
When they begin to stray?
Do I have to show how much I’m hurting,
By the marks I leave on my arm?
Do I have to keep this act up,
By pretending to stay calm?
Do I have to show how much I hate you,
By writing you name in a poem?
Do I have to show how much pain you cause,
By crying myself to sleep at night?
Do I have to say how much I love,
Even though we still fight?
