Your stronger because of it

The urge to write is overwhelming... im going to adtempt to type as fast as i think... *im paying no attention to my spelling*

life. f.uck man everything is so crazy now...
i wish i could question what happend to the way things used to be? but i cant, because they were never any better. but if i learned anything from all the shit that i've been threw, its this:
it only makes you stronger, and wiser.
if my life wasnt so s.hitty then i would not be the person i am today. and i like the person i've become. without all the life lessons thrown at me i would be just another girl living in a would, numb to its experences. i wouldnt know the value of working so hard for something, the freedom to truly not care what other peopke think, the guts to stand up for what i belive in, i wouldnt know how much to value TRUE friendship, i wouldnt know what its like to truly have your heart torn out and stepped on, or the value of love, to not be afraid to get hurt, if your not willing to do that then you never really live. i wouldnt know how to take a chance, take risks, live, grow, change. i wouldnt be able to smile threw my tears, laugh it off, keep moving forward.
so i am thankful for all the shit that the universe put me threw, im a better person for it, stronger anyway.