You Seen Me Once,Now You Dont Try...

When I woke up that day,
dragged myself out a bed,

And You Looked At Me Worried,
I Put That Fake Smile On,
And Said I was Alright,
But Then You Came,

And You Cornered Me In My Own Room,
And Was Just Staring At Me,
What? What Is It You See?

A Look Of Worry But A Look Of Pity,
F__K You and Your Pity!!
You Asked What I Been Doing,
Ooh Please Nothing Bad,

Then You Shot Back,
You Look Sick,
Have You Been Eating?
Shrugged not as much as I should,
You asked why,
I replied I don't Eat unless I have too.

Then you kept looking,
seeing threw these so called lies,
and there you said,
you got any pills,
ooh S__t I fell so bad into your silly trap,
then here you are,
stilling looking at me,
still silently worrying and pitying me,
you look at me one last chance and said you gotta be careful with popping those pills hunny.

Since That Day, You Haven't Tried, You haven't Asked,
Nor begged Me to stop this silly S__t,the only one I looked up to for so long,the one I loved so dearly,

Now I hate To think about you,
To See you when you visit,
For you are nothing as What I thought,
Your a tramp like the rest,
And you don't give a damn about anyone but yourself,
your slipping,and your letting your children suffer,
God Your So Damn Selfish..............

~dear old sis.... nov.24.07~