Not Done Crying

In my basement, thinking of everything that went wrong
Typing this poem up and listening to that sad song
I'm holding the tears in, no one has to worry
But I want to leave right now and get out in a hurry
I know some people care, but they can't help just yet
Because right now I'm living my life in full regret
I cried before, and then I'll cry probably again
I'm ready for the announcer to say "Break down in ten"
I find myself to I walk on the thinnest line of all
Being aware of my surroundings, praying not to fall
My life is full with guilt, pain, and depression
Any fairy-tale ending? Not in this session
This is where people see what really happens in real day
There is no princesses or unicorns, and you don't always get your way

I'm not done crying yet, I have a whole body full of tears
I even woke up last night with my worst fears
You can't see my heart beat, but the white in my eyes
I'm sick of everyone telling me I'll be fine, with all their lies
He doesn't care, but he sees right through my fake smile
But oh no, I'm just thrown in his "not important" pile
I do my best to just fight away this lie
But it keeps coming back no matter how much I try
I don't want to do this anymore, feels like I'm dying
But I know the truth, I'm just not done crying