Im not supposed to miss you
Cuz it doesnt work that way
And if I start to love you
Its just better not to say
Its freezing cold tonight
Your supposed to be here
But your nowhere
And I shouldnt be sad
Cuz I shouldnt wish you were here
Im not supposed to care
You dont love me like that
And thats the sad fact
It tears me apart
Though it shouldnt
And I dont know why
Maybe its because Im already ruined
We are so alike
But still not so
I cant cry
Cuz thats just how it goes
I dont fit into that mold for you
But still I walk in an icy mood
Cuz everything would be perfect, if only
You changed who you were, and noticed me
But you are how you are
And I wouldnt want it any other way
So its just better not to say
I wish you were here tonight
Then everything really would be fine