Barely Begun

Since the day I thought, it was over,
Ive realized it has just barely begun,
Now I find that the truth,
has me constantly on the run.

I love you but I dont
I need you, but I wont
I wont let it eat me alive.

All I can remember
Everything I recall,
Is I went from having nothing
To everything, then nothing again at all.

For you Ill fake a smile
For you Ill turn and run.

But this is far from over,
For this has barely begun.