Dont make me go through this alone

I wish i could say
that you were dead
but I'm still in love
your stuck in my head

everything we went through
you threw it all away
how can you do that
why couldn't you stay?

just a few months ago
you asked me to marry you
then that girl got in the way
and now we are through

I'm out of your life
you wont talk to me
I'm hurt and bleeding
but you wont set me free

letting you in was so foolish
since you hurt me tons before
cutting my heart time after time
i just want to lie dead on the floor

your the only one i loved
I'm addicted to your lies
the way you kept me going
and now i know I'm not wise

my hearts always in denial
thinking you will be back
telling me you still love me
and we'd be back on track

the use to Be's
and the daydreams
are torture now
cant you hear my screams?

how can i be released
that is what i want to know
i want to be over you
i just want to be let go

to die for love
now that would be dumb
but it looks better and better
since i've become so numb

don't make me do this
at least not on my own
please i don't want to perish
into the loneliness of the unknown

someone make me forget!
i cant do this for much longer
please save me somehow
please help me be stronger