He just cant be

My heart flip-flops inside me
I start to find it hard to breathe
Clamy hands, red hot cheeks
What the h e ll is wrong with me

I remind myself not to look
Cuz his present lingers forever after
Hes never gonna be mine
Its no ones fault
Hes just not that guy

But still, my heart flip-flops inside of me
I start to imagine too much of a fantasy
Shaky fingers, a nervous wreck
Why cant I just go to bed