Losing someone special
someone that was close
a best friend
now she is a ghost.
I remember the time we shared the laughter
the life the fights we both knew we cared.
Your voice is fading among the wind in the forest
It rained on me, continue to pour until we finally meet.
I'm sorry i didn't go to your funeral
i tried, i tried
My eyes blurred , i couldn't see the truth that was in front of me.
Please forgive me, i visit your grave late at night, talked to your head stone and cried for you and pray that you would come back, please let this be a bad dram i said, please let this happy girl return to us, she did no harm, no harm at all.
Why did you had to get in that car Erica, i know you better then that, you never drive drunk.
I hate this world, i hate being here with out you.
You helped me in so many ways and i wish i could tell you
I miss the morning you waking me up for some smoke, making fun of the way i snore, i miss that you understood me, and never used me for anything. I miss that when you get all bored and spazzed out you sing some random song and sing it in a Kermit voice, I miss that you and i always fight over the same guy, but laugh about it the next day, Why did you had to go, that night i lost my best friend , i lost a apart of my heart and soul, You were the only person who really got the real me, We never tried to empress people or cared if they made fun of us, together we were so strong, we could accomplish anything, and now that your gone, I'm so alone
Erica please return to me, even if i have to meet you half way, what ever works, i want you here to stay.
But in that casket you may rest, I wish that it was me, because you were always truly happy.
Rest In Peace Erie You were truly the best friend a girl could ever ask for, I'm sorry your life was cut to 22 and you never got to live more life, But i can promise you Erie you well never ever be forgotten, your mom misses you and your dad cries for you, you sister jess loves you and Siobhan can't live without you, As well as me, you were not just a best friend you were my sister too, i see you when i get there, I'll be missing you!
