Ever Empethetic, For Him

I hate myself for doing it
i hate what i have done
i hate what I'm turning into
i hate what I've become

i used to have an angel
i used to have someone
i used to not believe in love
i used to need no one

but then i filled the whole
that i didn't know was there
ignorance is bliss, they say
but truth revealed, i simply fail not to care

(For Adam, with love always)