I try...

I'm always scared to love
Ive been hurt to many times
I cant bear this heartache of mine

All of a sudden you walked in
Reminded me how great it felt to be happy
Giving me the fantasy of the "fairytale end"

You know exactly what to say
Even at all the wrong and right times
You know exactly where I like to be touched
You know me so good it should be a crime

Day by day you tell me you love me
I don't say it back but I know its there
I just don't want you to leave me like they once did
But I also don't want you to think I don't care

You have the sweetest hugs and the softest kiss
But so did they
..I'm worried its just bliss

I'm afraid I'm seeing in you what I want
and that its all too good to be true
I tell myself it couldn't be
I try soo hard not to love you

I never knew it would be this hard
But its not so easy
When I wake up to beautiful flowers and a heart warming card

..I try and try to not get so stuck on you
cause if it just so happens if you leave me....
Ill have to start all over again
back to the tears
back to nothing

..I try so hard.....I try..I try..I try....

and I fail each time..

11/26/07