I am watching as your face fades into time.
I am wishing I had pictures of the smile
You'd share with me when we had shared a kiss
Because I know I'll never see it now.
I am trying to get feelings into rhyme,
Feelings which have lingered for a while.
I'm trying to move on and not to miss
The person I professed my spirit to.
I am praying that somehow all this will end,
In death, in new found love, in your return,
But all these things seem so beyond my reach,
Still wondering at the forfeit of your vow...
I am crying when I cease my lame pretend
That I'm fine, that my heart no longer burns.
But I'm not for depression is a leach
That's blanching as I stay in love with you.
