Miss u

Thinking of you still makes me cry,
even after all this time,
I miss you every day,

I still dream things are how they used to be,
a team against the world,
together, just you and me.

I imagine what it would have been like,
if things had been different,
friends for life?

but then the heartache sinks in,
the pain comes flooding back,
You changed what I've become,

An I know you won't be there,
in times of trouble or of joy

when my heart is heavy,
you won't be there to share the load,
I hope it was well worth it,
when you kissed that toad.