I want to end this life of mine
Why?
I do not know
This is not the first time i have thought of it
for this i hate it so
I want to leave my pain behind
but i don't want to pain anyone when i go
I'll pain the most important person in my life
Who always talked to me when I'm feeling down
So i hope Freedom reads this and tells me that I'm wrong
I'm Losing all my hope
I just want to tell this world goodbye
I don't know how to tell the one true person that loves me
that i want to die
He'll come to Winnipeg in an hour he did it once before
I'll love Jon.Mike he is my friend and i love him for that so..
I want to say these last words to him before i decide to go
Jon work on all your poems and your band lyrics
I love them as much as you
so please do it for me and do not quit
i know you'll cheer me up but the pain i feel is too strong
I wish i knew what this pain is
but i do not know it at all!
is it too much love?
is it too much drama?
God i need to know
am i lonely?
am I bored?
i wish i knew what it was
