I know I am hasteful
I know I can make it worse
But these are my feelings
This is what is inside of me
And I cannot change
Can never hold it in
Because if I leave it
I'd suddenly burst outrageously
And become suddenly disfigured
I cannot let it settle in
Cannot let it end
Cannot let it go on like it did in the beginning
Either make it or make it come to an ending
Even though I want it all to become alive
I want all that I've gotten to remain
I must
Let it go
