Confused

Confused?
Wondering?
Questioning?
And not understanding...
Why would you do this to me?
I don't get it?
You told me you loved me!
What happened to that?
Was it all a lie!
Was I just another girl to you?
Did I not show that I wanted to be with you?
Did I not prove that I was happy with you?
Just tell me and don't lie to me.
Tell the truth, which I might not be able to handle,
But it's better than to live in a world of lies.
Where I'll be in heaven, but you'll be in hell.
Don't want to wait, don't want to loose you
It's like a bad dream that I'm having.
Wishing to end soon, but tragically its reality.
It hurts, and it kills me to know that I might loose you.
But I can't hold you back, and I won't do it.
If this is what you want, and this is how you'll be happy.
Then I guess I can accept that and let you go.
I won't beg for you to come back, and I won't sit around waiting for you
You made your decision of ending this.
That was your last word, and that was my ending.
I'm still confused,
I'm wondering what happened that changed your mind.
"Time off" That's what you say you need.
But Hun to me that's nothing, it's meaningless.
To me it's the end, it hurts, but I'll learn to accept
That you took to cloud 9, and dropped me with out even caring.