Scared stiff

Blinded by the pain,
nothing from this to gain,
Wishing to be sitting in my ignorance silently,
sobbing to myself quietly.

tell me what am I to do?
how can live, here without you?
Scared stiff is how I feel,
this cant be it, it can't be real.

They think I can stop with ease,
They want me to forever please,
Lalalaa in my head,
listening to the words you never said,
repeating lines, practicing words,
Let them go and fly, the birds

Say goodbye, try not to cry,
it's gonna be all right, just for now
just for tonight.