I am aware of what was done, my apologies are useless.
Caring only for myself, not stressing much less thinking of the outcome.
Once I realized, it was far too late, you had drifted away.
Words cant explain the pain that lingers within.
Not a day goes by, where I dont visualize your face.
I am sure my prayers have been answered, I dream of you in heaven,
I can see you lying in gods hands, I feel your happiness.
Your taken care of, baby.
It hurts me to admit, I couldn't provide all that you needed.
I asked god, to hold you until the time was right.
When that day has come, that you are to be sent back to me.
I will be more then ready to be the perfect mommy and I promise, I will never hurt you again.
