Sick and tired and wants to die<<

She puts her head in her hands
she cant take anymore,
Shes saved up her tablets
preparing to hit the floor !

Shes got something planned again
and she must go ahead,
Lets hope the plan works this time
and then finally shes dead.

Shes cried so many tears
her cheeks start to burn,
Shes sick and tired of crying
so cutting she does turn.

When my eyes fill up
and I'm about to cry,
I always try and stop myself
cause people will ask why.

She thinks to herself everyday
why were she born,
Maybe she were meant to be
raped hit and torn !!!!

I just want to go to sleep
and never again awake,
This life is just way to hard
and i never get a break.....

A break from the sadness
i feel each and everyday,
It will be better when I've closed my eyes
and I've done it my way !