I don't know what hurts more..you walking out of my life
Or you knowing I need you more than ever and ignoring it.
I'm trying my best to get over you, I'm doing all I can.
But I just can't seem to let go. I want to, so bad.
I want to forget you, I want to forget you ever existed.
ALL of me wants to forget your name.
Out of sight, out of mind? Not this time.
Even though I say i'm over it...
I'm not and I don't know how to get over it.
You were so cold to me, so hurtful..
But yet i'm still waiting..
I'm still waiting for you to walk through that door.
I'm still waiting for you to text me that you need me.
Maybe you never really did need me all those times...
Maybe I needed you. And I still do.
I cry myself to sleep...pathetic isn't it?
How you can go on loving her like I was nothing..am nothing
But I can't even go a day without crying
It just makes me wonder..maybe you feel it too?
Does your heart hurt so bad you can barely stand some times?
Do you cry when you're alone and think of me?
Do you look up at the sky before you go to bed?
And wonder...is she okay? should I call?
Or am I the only one? Why am I such a fool?
I want to scream, because this hurts so bad.
I want you to come back, I want you to say you're sorry.
I want this all the be a dream..well nightmare.
I want you to call back and say "just kidding"
I want you to come over and smile and say i'm kiddinnnnng geeez..
like you used to do. I want you to hug me and tell me it's okay to cry
Tell me it's okay to miss you. Tell me it's okay to hurt so bad.
Tell me it's okay to break down...please tell me i'm not wrong.
Please I need you so bad right now..just one minute..one second
please I need you...i'm begging you now...please don't do this anymore
Make it stop. Make it go away. Tell me it's okay tell me you're there
Hug me tell me i'm okay tell me i'll be fine. dry my eyes.
Hug me until I stop crying, hug me until i don't hurt.
Please I need you...please i don't know what to do.
Why did you have to do this? Why?
Why does it hurt so bad? Why do I have to hurt?
When you don't even care? How can you do this?
How can you leave me here knowing i'm hurt.
Knowing i can't stand this. Knowing i'm breaking down.
I'm trying to be strong, I promise I am.
I'm holding my smile like I said.
I'm trying so hard not to let go, and not break down.
But every day it's getting so much harder.
I'm trying to keep my promise and forget you
But I can't...I don't know how much longer I can
play this game...of i don't care. of i dont' need you.
Bc it's a lie..I need you so bad...I need you to tell me
I'm okay. I'll survive. I need you there.
Please
