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by nell Nov 28, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Sleepless, restless, endless nights! alone in her room with nothing but her racing mind. Confused, dazed, tired, and weary. Thoughts of you come creeping in, she tries to black it out but it plays again. over and over and over they play; sending her deeper into regret. Cant sleep, cant eat, cant move. Does peace not exist ? stuck in the middle of her thoughts. too big a heart, yet not enough room for it to grow. She withers away into dreaming, but the thoughts of you play again. Situation not getting any better; feelings of her own getting in the way. shes dazed. Where to go, what to do, how to act. whats next? If only they knew how she felt. How everything can change in an instant. now she carries the world on her tiny shoulders. sleep is slowly setting in and she gives up the fight. God only knows what shes dreaming now. Trying to block out the thoughts of you ! she can only hope she makes it through the night. Can one love so much, or can one lose so much. Awake in the morning past the nightmares, and the dreams. Now all she does is wait for you. when their eyes meet, everything makes sense, everything else seems to vanish. Its what you do to her, its all about you!