As my body aches
my skin starts to break
All my feelings seem to be gone
Yea now I lay there feeling numb
As Im laying there motionless
I start to realize
While Im tryin to take the pain away
Im shortening my life day by day
Now I see the light
And Im ready to put the knife away
Well at least thats what I thought
As the days went by things got worse
In my mind I fought
And the question was to stop my pain with the knife
Or to keep the fight strong and live long
I decided to take the knife
Let all my pain disintegrate
This was the last time that the knife touched my body
Because this time ALL my pain did disintegrate
I made the wrong choice and took the knife
And I left everything even my life
So now in my grave theres no more pain to feel
And now there no pain to kill
