Even though he spent a few minutes with me,
the time was not enough,
I value my personal space,
but at times it can be rough.
My mixed emotions cause frustrations,
and tension between him and I,
However there isn't a day that passes,
where I wouldn't want him by my side.
There's nights I go to sleep alone,
and my heart sinks like a rock in water,
There's nights we spend together,
where the room couldn't get any hotter.
I wish that time would pass by slower,
so I could cherish the moments we spend,
I don't want to cry myself to sleep,
I can no longer hide the pain and pretend.
It may seem like I'm alright,
that's what I want you to think,
In my heart I know the truth,
which flows throughout the ink.
The reason I make you think this,
isn't something of which I'm sure,
I assume it's so I don't trouble you,
after everything I've made you endure.
I know it won't always be this way,
and I look forward to this time,
Cause I would die the day I knew,
that you'd no longer be mine.
