As I sit here and think
My secrets rumble inside my mind
I'm choking myself with these words
from ever leaving my mind.
Its killing me to keep this hidden
but I don't want to be a disappointment.
I so badly want to tell you
but I just can't.
I love you and trust you
but I just can't tell you
The secrets try to fight there way out
I swallow those words
Constantly battleing on the inside.
Its tearing me apart,
I just want to choke to death on these words
So no one will ever have to know.
