I Don't Know (Pain)

The crisp leaves crunch under my shoes
Resembling my heart
This heartbroken heart
My bleeding heart

The water running down my skin forms droplets
Tiny tears I can not cry
Somewhere deep inside I cry
But nobody can hear me

The hurt I feel is indescribable
I don't know why I feel this way
I can not explain
I keep on guessing

Maybe one day I will find out what's wrong
Find my inner demons
Battle them for a better life

For now I'm going to keep on trying
Try to be happy and fine
But everyday I will paint on my fake smile
I hope this pain goes away in awhile