UNEXPLAINED

Inside my head I'm screaming,
I'm dying inside,
i wish someone would help me stay alive,
but no one seems to understand just how f-u-c-k-e-d up i really am,
i don't need u i don't need anyone in my life,
this wall that I've built is what helps me stay alive,
its all that i need to survive,
your taunts and laughs wont leave a bruise because this wall that I've built is extremely huge,
it keeps out everyone and everything,
it's the only thing that keeps me sane,
but I've built this wall to late you see,
i built it after everything that's been done to me,some day my writing with fade away but all of my memories will sadly stay,
stuck in this wall with me and my past forever alone are all of the things i was ever told,
now I've got this wall that I'm too afraid to break down to set my past free,
because I'm too afraid of what will happen if someone else hurts me!