All for me

In the gloom i sit in my room
I put on my makeup concealing whom
I am,was,or ever shall be
In my mind I am only me
Despite what all the other see
This is who i am to be
I'm not like the others
I don't want to fill
Some stereo type
Or some other gripe
A cut is all it ever was
And now it just seams silly cause
It's only me i have to show
It was only me from the word go
should i suffer,should i strive
I'll always be the one to survive
Am i such a harsh judge
That I myself must prove to me
This is who I am to be