Too much to grow
too much I thought I already knew
but I now find out
that I don’t really know
too much to gain
am I insane
don’t want to go any further
cause it’s just causing me pain
bleeding from my mind
is this the time
that changes may come
and all will be helped
in our human mankind
or am I just dumb
for wasting my time
trusted it and give it my all
but as every thing I have done
I have failed again
feeling this way
is it a sin
or am I just as any other in this world
just a woman or a man?