Just yesterday i started to come out of the darkness
I started to talk
I though i would be OK
Then by surprise
Someone told me another huge lie
I don't feel like talking
I don't feel like crying
I only feel like dieing
I'm lost in the dark
I can only see things that r bad
I'm scared to trust again
I want to be alone
I want to do this on my own
I cant trust anyone
I don't know if i cant trust myself
I'm lost in a world
A world that no one understand
A world of darkness and pain
Hurt and evil
There is no good!!!
Were no one understands
I'm back to my safe place and i don't want to let anyone in
It will just be another thing or person to come and go
This is what he wanted
He cursed my life
I look in the mirror i want to kill the person looking Back at me
I cant stand her
I hate her
I don't even know her
I don't even realize the person staring back at me is myself
I'm angry
I don't even what to try
I though about it
Before someone says goodbye
That will be the last
I will make sure i die :(
I cant take anymore
