As i look at this razor blade
I don't want feelings
I don't want to care
I don't want to be anything
No one really knew
All the pain and hurt i was going through
Not anymore
I start to bleed
I start to cry
I pray that i will die
I want to leave this place
I always try ed not to give up
I try ed to be strong
But i just couldn't hang on
She took my hand
She said she wouldn't let go
She said she would stay be my side 4 eva
She try ed to help me
But then she gave up
She said she couldn't handle me
That it was to much stress
She could of saved me
She could of showed me alot
I just wanted her to always be here
Now I'm sitting alone
And i realize I'm to far gone
There is no hope anymore
I cant get better
Everyone gives up on me sooner or later
If this happened to her she would be the same way
If not worse
I want to talk but she wont listen
So i close my eyes
I cut deeper and deeper
I feel relived
I feel like I'm alone in this place.....
The way it always has been!!!
(This poem is about cutting and pretty much loosing everything and everyone its about how my mom is giving up on me and like how will next)
