No title but read it !

With the strength that i have left
I'll build a wall between me && you
you've made me cry,made me bleed
with all the sh*t you putt me through

i just cant do this anymore
I've had all i can take
I'm not going to give up
I'm going to try && see what i can make

This is going to end
I'll find a way
but your gone, get out of here
I'm not letting you stay

please leave me alone
stay out of my head
you say i want you back
but I'd rather be dead

i just don't love you anymore
you lied rite to my face
how could you do this to me?
i feel so out of place....

I just wanted to be loved
by somebody who cared
you hurt me,you hurt me
you made me so scared

i didn't wanna lose you
that was my biggest fear
but look what you did to me
my eyes are filled with tears

i cant believe I'm saying this
i cant believe i can survive
i thought I'd die if i lost you
but look;I'm still alive

your nothing to me
don't waste your breath
I'm strong enough
to take the rope off my neck

I'm strong enough
to putt the gun down
i swear i am
wait;whats that sound

the trigger has been pulled
theirs a body on the floor
omg its me!!
but I'm alive no more

i guess you really were my suicide
you should've known how i felt
but now its too late
I've already killed myself