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by XLOSTxxANDxxWANDERINGX Dec 13, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
All I had in my heart Has gently faded away Its not gonna change No matter what I do or say People say if you want something bad enough And strive for it, you shall succeed in receiving it But I dont believe that I tried hard but now I quit I had been trying But never did succeed So I just gave up I did try so many good deeds I had strived for more than a year I had good going off and on But now know this All the good is gone Ive stopped trying And nothing is really going through my head Except that thought thats always there The thought being dead What is happening? Is it only happening to me? I used to be this passionate girl But now I am unhappy What am I to do? I dont want to feel this pain No matter how much I try Nothings gonna change I guess the faith Is no longer inside I wonder what made it leave I wonder why I hide I hide my emotions For no one to see Now everyone can have a glimpse Of what is inside of me At this moment I feel Like I wish My life was not real I used to trick myself Into thinking my life was but a dream But its now been taken over And my life I need to redeem My emotions have taken charge Now theres nothing left to do Only to hope I get past this And later remember what I went through I hope if and when I get past this Somebody will be there They will be in later life And they shall truly care
by The Queen
Cheer up gurl....dun worry better things are yet to come..juz wait and see....muahzz..tnx for the comments..
by Isabella
Despair! ... ... That's really the only word that runs through my head after I was done reading this.