You Dont Even Care

So I told you the secret.

The one Id never tell.

The one in which my hands were shaking,

As I told you the scissors fell.

I told you what I thought and why I was afraid,

I told you why I hated bright light and silver jet airplanes.

I told you how I felt,

When what I knew had been erased,

All I needed was the smell of your clothes and the sweetness of your taste.

You would tell me you loved about, my boring lost blue eyes.

You told me I was the angle sent for you,

A challenge in disguise.

Soon enough I felt that I knew enough about you to care,

The words I love you echoed as I said,

ll always be there.

Tomorrow is too much different than our lonely today.

Everything we knew from then is gone, in yesterday.

So you tell me its different now,

Now your thoughts have changed,

That you say you love me.

But I convince me, your not different, your still the same.

I know I messed this up,

Just tell me what went wrong.

You give me hours and days,

But you will never write me another song.

After all this time its become to cold,

To stand outside alone.

So you wore your heart on your sleeve,

And you told me to let it be.

So now this is what its come to,

I dont know if I care,

Friday you told me I asked for too much,

But you werent ever there.

I was told if I made you my everything,

I would have nothing left,

But now I have decided,

Im ok with that.