I'm the Reason I Die

I'm always put on the back burner
I never came first
You know i need help
That blood is what i thirst

I've told you, I'm not that strong
That i don't have enough left
How 3 years ago
My soul was stolen by a theft

You know I'm on the verge of a break down
A bomb ticking away
I'm still last on the list
Even in my own blood i lay

Haunted in my dreams
I'm afraid to be alive
Knowing soon enough
I'll be the reason i die

So i ask you again
See the pain i hold within
Please get me help
Before i commit this deadly sin