I'm Going to lose you, aren't I?

Your sick
The thing inside you head that the found
It maybe killing you
It kills me to think I may have to live with out you

I love you so much
And I realize now you love me back
That is why you refused to go out with me
You were trying to protect me

It was after the wreck
After the tests and you knew the chance
That it would still be there
That it wasn't from the wreck at all

You have always had the spots
The dark circles under your eyes
You have always been at risk
So you kept it a secret

You didn't tell me until you had to
To try and spare me
From feeling the same pain I felt when Mom died
I understand now

And I thank you
If I do lose you
I'll find you over there
Though the thought breaks my heart

But for now
Any time we have is sacred
It may prove to be nothing
Or it may prove a different life

But no matter what
We will be friends forever
And I want you to know this
I still LOVE you.