I'M hiding all these memorize
There killing me on the inside
I want to die
I know if i cut
If i bleed if i really try
That i can die
Everyone will be sad
But then they will move on
My friends will understand
How hurt i was
I don't want my mom to be there
I don't want my dad
Because after all there the reason i died
I just want my friends
And the people i love
My friends will be happy
They would realize that this life i could take anymore
They could of saved me
They could of not let me keep loosing
But life is like a bad dream
I cant wake up
How i used to be already died
I don't even know who i am anymore
There just don't seem like i have reasons
To life this painful life
They kept me alive as long as they could
And all i can say is i did try
I just cant keep saying good bye
I want something to last forever
I hope this feeling will pass
Because I'm trying to be as strong as i can
Loosing people in my life
Brings me memories of my painful past
I'm sorry but I'm trying really hard
But i will not let you go away
I love u and i wont give up
If it wasn't for the people in my life
I wouldn't be here rite now
And i will keep fighting this
Intel i loose someone else!!!
