Benifit of the doubt

Why do i get so worried
every time you say her name
i know things have changed
you told me it's not the same

but it still breaks my heart
the tears run down my check
i know what she wants
what it is she will seek

i trust you totally
it's her i dont trust
will she be able to controle herself
control her lust

it's only a weekend
it's only 3 days
but i'm worried about all the games
the ones i know she plays

you dont know it upsets me
to know your spending time
with the one that has torn apart
but to you it is no crime

i have to get use to it
that she is your friends
but if she comes between us again
it will have to be the end

it tears apart my heart
the tears will not stop
i feel as though i'm falling
like i'm just about to drop

maybe it is nothing
that i am worried about
yet i still get angry
like i want to shout

i'll give you the benift of the doubt
my heart on my sleeve
i'll trust what you say
each word i will believe

but i'll be broken
and i'll be torn apart
if something did happen
you know it would break my heart