My love is hidden

My love is hidden from you.
Theres so many words I feel,
like I have to tell you,
but every time I look into your eyes all I feel is rejection.
Rejection of your love.
That shatters me within side me each day.
My love grows longer
and I can't let you know the way I feel for you.
Theres so much behind me
just like my smile
I show you me
but not what I feel toward you
and I don't think i could ever show
I've held you for this long
I wish you would take my hand
I would love you like no one else
I would show you what I feel
but i don't think you would understand
every time i see you
my hart gets smaller and smaller
because i see you with her
and a pain cuts me inside
like a jagged wire
going through me
so until the day i admit its true
and your not with her
ill keep you in my hart l
like a secret love within me