The feeling of jealousy starts to kick in as u walk away
Knowing were your going to be…with her
But not knowing what’s going to happen, what you’re going to do
All this pain is killing me slowly
But as the hours pass I sit here tying to stay calm
And every minute your gone I want to be with you
Every time you look in to her eyes,
I want to break down and scream!
When I see your arms around her waist,
All I want to do is run away and hide from this nightmare
Every night I see you in my dreams,
Not wanting to wake up because my dreams are better then reality
My heart is telling me I need you
But my mind tells me I need to break free
You’re hurting me
Can’t you see my tears?
See that I’m losing it?
Becoming weaker every time I see you?
We both know I need you.
Why do you keep me hanging on?
You tell me you don’t want to hurt me…
But then why do you do it?
Are you using me or is everything real?
Why do you tell me you care?
When really I know you don’t care at all.
Loving you changed me
Made me a better person
But because you left me my world has been crushed
And my heart was torn into pieces,
And you’re the only one who can fix it
You know I’m the only one who will love you this much
The only one who will care and stand up for you
I love you…but you don’t love me
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