It was on the 10th of december,
Happiness has now become never,
Each step I take on the road,
Reminds me of my heavy load,
The only true love I've showed...
Although the snow is white,
In my eyes they're as dark as the night,
The clouds have covered the sunlight,
My shadow has hidden itself from my sight...
It's almost Christmas time,
Couples' faces are starting to shine,
While I'm forced to smile as they passed by,
Because I'm aware that I don't have someone of mine,
She only exists as an imagination in my mind...
Before Christmas comes,
I want my imagination,
To enter the kingdom I've built,
The kingdom is called, "MY HEART,"
In there we can never part...
If there is a Santa Claus,
Although I haven't been good in years,
Please help me stand up from these dramatic shoes,
Just make the freezing wind freeze my tears...
Let me ride your sleigh,
Help me carry the load that weighs,
Me down until I can't stand up and face another day,
Please take me to a place where my heart can stay...
This place has made my body weak,
If my mind and heart can speak,
I wonder what they would say,
They'd probably say,
"Wake up because you're about to lose all your senses,
or you're going to be erased from existence..."
The year is about to end,
Good thing I have my friends,
But inside me wants to find peace,
Because I've always been trying to find the missing piece...
December is a month that everyone wants to remember,
I'd want to join those happy couples,
But I don't feel that Christmas fever,
Because my heart still shivers...
