Dying Inside

The stars don't shine for me
The moon hides itself away
My parents don't see my tears
Even when I display them so
No one is there for me anymore
No one ever was
I want to end it all
I can't stand this solitude
The emptiness echoing drives me insane
The silent ringing in my ears
Are destroying me slowly
If only I could make it all stop
Make everything just pause
Even if for just a second
It is so stupid
These feelings are just selfishness
But, it's okay to be selfish sometimes, right?
Maybe these will be my last words
And I hope when people read it
They will finally f**king notice
I've been dying inside all along